stupid deniz :(

ok so that last post where i rambled on about keith being annoying and me contemplating making the big mistake of loosing him was completely out of order. though i do feel sometimes as if he doesnt want me or doesnt want to spend time with me. but i flipped out last night because hed basically said hed definitely be about and then wasnt and didnt explain like he normally does.
but last night at about 10 past 12 i had only just got to sleep when my phone vibrated on my face. it was keith asking if id walked past his house because liam had seen a blonde girl on the camera. i was in bed so obviously wasnt me. he then went on to say that he was still feeling really ill and he was going to spend a few days in bed. deniz foods has gone a bit downhill im afraid. i got a mild illness the other week from .... i think it was the garlic sauce. it tasted funny. and now keiths got a really bad stomach from that place aswell. i did warn him!! but now i feel really bad for being all bitchy :( oh well. i still need to find out if he still feels the same as he did about me and hasnt lost feelings or anything. we shall see.
so yeah im an insecure idiot.

looking forward to the weekend now. praying its sunny. me and rachel have been making plans to go up castle park with some ben n jerrys mixed with skittles and sunbathe!! hmmmmm if only!! haha i cant stop watching silly youtube vids! shane dawson is so funny and random and ive also discovered "take 180" which have a few funny spoof videos:
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9C3kHl-V4dY&playnext_from=TL&videos=dq5ZTqkfqxY)

(http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=shanedawsontv&annotation_id=annotation_260237&feature=iv#p/u/51/VSN-ZJeq9Ow)

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOTlCOLpx7M&feature=channel)

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D21myC_UUXc&feature=channel)


yeah so theres a few that entertained me :)
just heard that harley has a job so that means dave should have his money by the end of the month and be able to come to sonisphere!!!!! yeeeyyyys!!!

oh and a big shout out to MATTHEW CHEWTER who has admitted hes been reading my blog! lol how you put up with my crazy rants i do not know :P