oh noes giant ramble!!

well its been an eventful couple of weeks. random things have happened, most of which i find amusing. some was just my own stupidity. well people heres the lowdown:
as most people know, i was going out with andrew western for about 3 months-ish. we were horrendously on and off. we had countless arguments about stupid things. he always made me feel like it was my fault, or that i was stupid because i didnt understand some things because i dont seem to think the same as other people. i made the mistake of telling him very personal things about me just to have them used against me and laughed at when we had a breakup or argument. towards the end i just started feeling drained and weak. just really not myself to be honest. instead of the usual happy, bouncy kayleigh here i was falling asleep on sofas, bein abnormally grouchy, crying over nothing, not wanting to do anything but stop inside.......the list goes on. finally i got rid after hearing what he had actually been saying behind my back when we had breakups. so yeah.....free from him now.
well....so i thought. i thought i would get rid of him and be free to get on with my life with my friends and my job and whatnot. thought id chosen the right friends but obviously not. i still cared about andy after we broke up, didnt love him, just cared. didnt want anything bad to happen to him or anything like that.....
suddenly all of 2 days after we had broken up i see on facebook that my supposed best mate georgina is in a relationship. so i ring her and ask who all happy like "yey you have a bf" and she says its a secret and theyre keeping it on the down low. then i see on facebook mobile shes with andy. hmmm great. he continues to hurt me even after weve broken up. now shes doin it too after i thought i could trust her.
after all georgina said about vikki going for her ex (after theyd been split up for bloody months) she turns round and does it to me!! "oh friends shouldnt do that, i cant beleive shes done this to me, shes one of my best friends, i still love him, this always happens to me, i wouldnt do it to anyone, blah blah blaaaaahhhhh" yeah obviously it was all shit. so to you my short, chubby, slutty ex-friend......i hope you get what you deserve :) which will probably be clap if you havent got it already. tends to happen if you sleep with a different guy everyday.
after all this i go to the foyer to get my telly back, yeah i lent her a fucking telly and a dvd/video player thing. well mike came with me. we go up and the stuffs outside her room. mike goes for the telly and i pick up the dvd/video player. typically the bag its in is snapped so i have to basically hug it to carry it. (meaning my hands were completely full) i turn to mike and say "that had better be everything, im not coming back to this whore's house" at this point jade sticks her scrawny little arse into the works. i know its not really kosher for me to call people scrawny but shes a hell of a lot smaller than me yet doesnt seem to think so. anyway she pipes up "what did you say?" trying to be "hard" or whatever. i calmly yet cockily turn and say "i was talking to mike not you" me and mike are walking down the corridor of the foyer struggling with the telly and whatnot. then jade flys out of nowhere saying "dont insult the foyerrrr" i was slightly confused as well....i didnt? and she grabs my face and smashes my head against a wall twice then starts hitting me in the face/side of the head. i turned my head away as i hate being punched in the nose. then i walked off to the lift and waved at jade as the doors closed.
after that she decided to give me shit on facebook, threatening me and trying to insult me. though its funny as people stuck up for me. namely anna. she was brilliant! insulting jades intelligence and saying she looked like a crack head and assorted other things.
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im back with keith. which some people have called me stupid and shook their heads at me for but most people have said if it makes me happy then go for it! which is what im going to do. i think we were good together before so why wouldnt we be again? weve already done more than we did before. that sounds wrong but what i mean is last time we barely went out and about. this time weve been to the cinema a few times, been out in carlisle and gone for  crazy walk up a mountain. generally having a good time with him. should be seeing him again tonight so looking forward to that. may be going to the cinema again. but i dont care i just want to see him. he makes me happy and if anyone doesnt like it then........fuck you :)