hmmmmm

making a new facebook is a pain in the arse :(
i am trying to re-add most of my friends but keep getting confused as to who ive added already and who i am missing, need to transfer all my photos across aswell seeing as they have finally re-activated my other account! but im still getting rid of that account as i have far too many people that i don't actually know on there!

i have the doctors on monday. that should be fun- not! i hate the bloody place, i always feel more and more ill as it gets closer. im pretty sure its an actual phobia. i remember going to carlisle hospital at one point last year, feeling fine but too nervous in bens car, then as soon as we were actually outside the hospital, throwing up ribena in a bush :/ hopefully i will not be too bad on monday. i just want to know whats wrong with me, i feel down all the time, im always tired, no motivation...i don't know just generally crap. im hoping its nothing serious anyway, might just need to get more exercise and eat more fruit and veg like keith said or i may be something worse like diabetic or anemic....i dont know. just want to get a blood test and find out. well, i dont want one but i think i may need one.

im currently wrapped in a blanket on the sofa watching two and a half men, trying to keep my mind off how crap i feel. no, wait its just turned to scrubs. anyways my throat is killing me today and im feeling rather sickish. my stomachs really hurting me too. *greatest conversation ever* <- the todd. it had to be put in!
urgh. anyways think im gonna curl up and read terry pratchett.
tatty bye