hmmmmm

making a new facebook is a pain in the arse :(
i am trying to re-add most of my friends but keep getting confused as to who ive added already and who i am missing, need to transfer all my photos across aswell seeing as they have finally re-activated my other account! but im still getting rid of that account as i have far too many people that i don't actually know on there!

i have the doctors on monday. that should be fun- not! i hate the bloody place, i always feel more and more ill as it gets closer. im pretty sure its an actual phobia. i remember going to carlisle hospital at one point last year, feeling fine but too nervous in bens car, then as soon as we were actually outside the hospital, throwing up ribena in a bush :/ hopefully i will not be too bad on monday. i just want to know whats wrong with me, i feel down all the time, im always tired, no motivation...i don't know just generally crap. im hoping its nothing serious anyway, might just need to get more exercise and eat more fruit and veg like keith said or i may be something worse like diabetic or anemic....i dont know. just want to get a blood test and find out. well, i dont want one but i think i may need one.

im currently wrapped in a blanket on the sofa watching two and a half men, trying to keep my mind off how crap i feel. no, wait its just turned to scrubs. anyways my throat is killing me today and im feeling rather sickish. my stomachs really hurting me too. *greatest conversation ever* <- the todd. it had to be put in!
urgh. anyways think im gonna curl up and read terry pratchett.
tatty bye

facebook whyyy?

hmmmm how peculiar......
i have been on facebook on my phone all day yet when i actually try logging in on the laptop as soon as kyle tries to talk to me *wa wa waaaaa* or some other depressing noise. facebook decides to argue with me, not letting me type back then turns round and says a big fat "fuck off" telling me my account is disabled!!
i am not entirely sure why. i don't think ive done anything that would result in me getting kicked of facebook but im annoyed. it may be because i had a mild (yes mild) go at jasons ex girl. he told me she was annoying him so i said to leave him alone and insullted her intelligence after she had typed back a few times. to be fair, she was completely illiterate and it took me a while to decode what she had actually typed to me. it was like reading hieroglyphics! no, tell a lie, they make more sense. i cant stand people that blatantly stupid!! oh well ill just make a new account if they dont let me back bloody onto my normal facebook. ill be extremely pissed off if that means ive lost all my photos though! must make a backup folder somewhere if they let me back on.

grrrrr stupid bloody facebook!!!!

pictures and shmit

ok so the last time i wrote my blog was just before my photo shoot with chezz by fran.
well i am rather pleased to say i enjoyed it muchly even though i was rather ill as i had the plague........
no not really i had tonsillitis but i did rather feel like death. it was a great experience! ill put a few pics from the shoot on the bottom of this post and leave the link......somewhere. probably near the pics or something. i dont know! argh! my head!
anyways...what else has been going down? ummmm ive done my care training, though i was abused by the two "higher-powers" doing it...i was used as a demonstrator. dont get me wrong, i was rather amused but ooh the embarrassment! need to fill out some little booklets now which i completely forgot to do! d'oh! shall do them when ive wrote this as i feel the need. or i may just read terry pratchett: making money. or have a nap...or sort out tonight....i am unsure really of what to do! mindfuck!
its been halloween, that was fun, got rather...well.....completely shitfaced with the son and random other crew whilst dressed as frankenfurter from the rocky horror show, though the majority of people just thought i was a hooker....oh well apparently i cant pull off being a transsexual transvestite from transylvania. who knew?

i have also changed my appearance yet again. i now have short purple-black hair with a pink fringe. i love it! though i do seem to keep getting a really cold breeze down the back of my neck! ill live though! not sure what else to say really......
oh for anyone vaguely interested i shall be doing another shoot at some point! fran did post something on her website saying it was coming soon! eeep! the excitement begins again! hmm bizzare bondage and clingfilm apparently! im not joking peeps see for yourself: http://getkinky.us/franceslaneerotica/?p=922 hee hee

umm yeah so i think its linkey photoey time huh?
ok so link to mine and chezz's shoot is here: http://getkinky.us/franceslaneerotica/?page_id=911&psmash-gallery=63
said shoot involves pics like these:

so look if you dareeeeee.......it was a fun shoot involving lesbianism and bondage. i cant wait to do another fun shoot. it was great that my first one was with chezz, ive known her for ages, im comfortable around her, shes cool as fuck and shes stunning!  just a shame i was diseased at the time! feeling miles better now though.







onto halloweens outfit and new hair briefly then i must retire:

yey purpley pink spikey shortness!!!!
though you cant really see in tht pic........

there. that ones shows the spikey awesomeness!


last picture now:

halloweebles :3



now im off into a world that for some short time will involve reality untill i do something silly to make it more interesting

byes!