i fear i may implode!

its cockys birthday today....happy birthday btw!! finally 18, even though your t-total so werent waiting to be able to drink.....but yeyyy!! just over a week and ill be in 18land too. just hoping my passport comes in time! fingers crossed!!!!
it was cockys party yesterday, had a good time. was a small gathering. there was about 7 of us
hmmm a mysterious knock at the door!!! i wonder who that is......
but yeah had a good time, played on smash brothers, had some good cake and a few drinks. pics are here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=66876&id=1528239204

there are many crazy pics and videos on my facebook. the one from cockys birthday where i stroke a cow is amusing. well it was very amusing to me at the time as i was drunk and had never touched a cow before. that was a good day.

now to the imploding bit......
(the door was apparently for my sister so yey i didnt have to move)
i am soooooooo bored, im watching two and a half men which is not being as amusing as usual sadly. waiting for a call of chewter the forgetful lump. but hes probably not ringing me til half 7 so i have a while yet. im tired, though i got plenty of drunken sleep. so im confused. looking forward to going to andys tonight and watching 'the crazies' looks .....interesting. i want something to do, ive decided on my tattoo design and its perfected except the retarded stars. im not very good at star-drawing.

anyways, what pissed me off today was a young chav. this particular breed of human makes my blood boil anyway, let alone when the little retards decide to insult you. apparently im a freak and im also emo? well i could not care less about the chavs viewing me as a freak as i think the very same about them. but calling me emo because i have a fringe, that was a stroke of genius. chavs are so clever arnt they?
this one in particular started off completely illiterate and then when i took him up on this, facebook chat went silent for about 10 minutes, then all of a sudden, said chav had pulled some big words out of the air! well i found this amusing as he tried to tell me he would do so much better im life, that he was at school and getting a*s apparently. well my view of chavs are as filthy, smelly, burberry wearing, illiterate fools who spend their days eating out of bins, smoking copious amounts, taking any drug possible, drinking in public places and generally being annoying. so yeah this little chav pissed me off and now i want to punch/eat him.

i have a funny obsession with eating things/people at the moment and im not sure why. ive been overeating horrifically but thankfully due to my crazilly high metabolism i put on no weight whatsoever. but i also told andy the other day i would eat him in public, which probably sounded crazy but i am so i don't care.
im happy i can actually be myself with a guy. it sucks when you cant. you just sit and be quiet and hide who you are. you know what i mean. but with andy im just silly and happy and all over the place! his mum cheryl is also uber cool. though she is just like a second mother which is a little scary but yeah.

another thing pissing my right off is father as usual. i hate that prick and i want to slit his throat, but hell probably die or something soon anyway so never mind. he smookes like 40 a day, drinks every night until hes drunk, hes abusive, aggressive and lazy, plus hes huge so hell be putting a lot of strain on his heart. just die already you selfish prik!!!!

anyhowss so ends my ramble on as hes back down and will most likely want to continue watching his film on here. ho-hum back to two and a half men then i think. hopefully chewter will remember to ring me, he is a bit stupid. to infinity and beyoooooooond!!!!!